final fever is on.

as usual.. every students will face final exams..
this is importance for us as a students to know where are our stage of understanding at the moment..
it is such a waste of time if we failed in our final semester and can't proceed to the next stage..
for me... i have to try my best and pray to Allah SWT to ease everything.

even though there are some disturbance,
i believe i can do my best and i will get based on what i do..

pray for me guys

the things that i kept for my self long enough..

i thought i can keep it longer..but, i can't.

all this while i just keep quiet and always smile even it is hurt inside..

now i realize that no one know how to be concern about others feeling..

all they know are only to pleased themselves..

first thing is about the group work..

it is clear that it is a group work..

all of us suppose to work together as a group..

not letting me do all the work all by myself..

do you think i'm paid to do all this group work alone..

i already let my hands of this project..

that's it.. i'm tired of all this.

the second thing are about my housemate..

please, don't act like you are the owner of this house..

only know how to instruct people to do what you want..

stop being bossy... i hate it..

don't think that with an apologize it will erased all the mistake that you make..

one more thing, when you talk with the others,

please make sure the person next to you is not like a WOOD LOG beside you..

i have feel it few times, when all of you are having conversation i was like a wind and no one bother that i'm there..

the world is round...

As the title say.. the world is round...

so we should be aware of everything coming in future..

at this moment, maybe we are at the top,

but tomorrow maybe we are at the bottom

as a reminder to myself and others,

we should never laugh or be happy if the one surround us are in trouble,

instead, we should lend a helping hand.

i myself have face such a horrible experienced when i have lost my hopes in everything.

but lucky me i have something that have uplift my spirit to continue my life.

the people around me especially my parents gave such a great support.

they keep advising me to stand up and move forward.

therefore.. we should never be selfish with what we do have at this moment.

we must always think about things that are coming..

we should always be prepared physical and mental..  

i will always be my self..

its just hard to be my self when the others are questioning about me...

its just hurt me a lot...

don't they have feeling??

why are they so cruel??

can't they understand others??

even if you are not a good person, just do things that are right.

i didn't say that i'm a perfect person..

but can't u just accept the comment from others..

it doesn't effect u..

but that is the human..

they can accept any comment about themselves from other..

to them there are perfect and can accept any complain..

by doing this, without u notice you've hurt others feeling a lot.

i've experienced it..

and it hurts me..

so, appreciate people around u before they leave u..

i already leaved them..

i just can't resist it anymore..

kita hidup bermasyarakat.. bukan hidup seorang diri..

selama sebulan setengah aq menetap dekat kuantan nie... 

dah macam2 aq hadapi..

macam2 perangai manusia aq pelajari..

kita sebagai manusiajgn terlalu ego dan mementingkan diri kita sendri..

kita perlu hormati hak dan privacy orang len.

kita semestinya tahu mnjaga perasaan orang len kalau nak orang lain jaga hati dan perasaan kita..

kalau kita fikir nak otp sekali pon tgok keadaan skeliling..

janagan samapai menggangu konsentrasi orang len nak study..

jikalau tengah malam bertimbang rsa lah dengan orang len yg nak tidur..

kita jugak perlu pk sblum kita cakap sesuatu perkataan...

jangan sampai menyinggung sensitivi orang lain..

jangan terlalu gemar mencari kesalahan dan kekurangan orang lain..

sesungguhnya kita juga manusia yang tak pernah lari dari melakukan kesilapan..

jangan sampai satu saat nanti orang sekeliling melakukan perkara yang sama terhadap diri anda..

saat itu baru lah kau tahu bagaimana rasanya..

new place new routine

sekarang aq sdah bergelar seorang siswi..

hidup aq smakin sukar... pelbagai halangan aq kna temph seorang diri...

hal ini mengajar aq erti berdikari...

aq sebagai hamba Allah takpernah putus panjat kan doa...

agar urusan harian aq dipurmudahkan olehNya..

ditempat yang baru aq belajar biasakan diri dengan persekitaran baru...

disini aq kenal sebuah keluarga yang baru...

setiap hari2 aq dipenuhi dengan gelak tawa mereka...

disaat aq perlukan bantuan dan sokongan mereka lah yang akan menghulurkan tangan...

masalah kewangan menjadi perkara biasa dalam kehidupan setiap insan...

aq juga mengalaminya disini...

sehinggakan aq terpaksa bahagikan sebungkus nasi untuk dua hidangan...

tapi aq x kesah... asalkan perut berisi dan aq x menyusahkan kedua ibu bapa aq...

kini bulan Ramadhan sedang melebarkan sayapnya...

aq dan rakan serumah bersahur dan berbuka sekadar yang mampu sahaja...

sekadar memberi tenaga untuk menjalani kehidupan sebagai siswi UiTM..

ini semua adalah usaha kami semua untuk secebis kesenangan pada masa hadapan...

aq xkan pernah berputus asa untuk terus berusaha...

ini adalah hidup aq... masa depan aq.. kesenangan aq...

semoga Allah SWT sentiasa memberkati dan permudahkan setiap usaha yang aq lakukan..

setelah sekian lama...

lama dh x menulis rsanya...
rasa rindu plak dkat blog nie..
hahahaha... saya dah balik menulis dkat dinding tinta hati nie...
pejam celik dh 6 bulan aq duduk rumah x buat ap2..
ujung mggu  nie aq dh nk bergelar seorang pelajar balik..
harap2 semuanya berjalan lancar...
UITM PAHANG nty cek sampai noh...

pada masa yg sama aty nie rasa berat sgt nk pegy...
nk tggal rumah, keluarga n yg paling susah nk tggal buah aty tersayang...
xtw la mcm mna nk idup kt tempat org nty..harap2 akan jmpa org yg baik2 n satu kepala n ceq at sna nty...

nie buah aty aq... haish mcm mna la nk berjauhan nty...

 

yg bju hitam nie plak best buddy aq.. sorry syg.. aq x ley tman hg nty..

aq doakan hg selamat k.. aq syg hg... nty dh sembuh kta hangout lg...

 

 

itu sja untuk kali nie... assalamualaikum...



muah muah semua...
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